Huge mistakes

[The Raven]

My issue with impulsive decision making is taking a huge toll on my life. At one point of my life I can be loved by many but then in a split of a second, just because there was an impulsive thought, I made more than ten people hate me and spit on me (which I understand). But, none of them will ever listen to me or understand me, nor they care to know why I did what I did.

How to cope with this?